powerless

[jinx]

this light blinds me
as i point to apathy
staring at my feet
as i sip my poison tea
wear your cocaine glasses
and rip me open like a gift
words are bleeding out too fast
as silence fills this rift
eject the persona,empty the heart
fill me with the only love you know you'll tear apart
dehumanized
portrayed like a toy
you're so deleterious
my powers you destroy
chemicals shift and become benign
still i know i won't decline...