1) foster mommy
2)case manager
3)therapist for addicted expecting or already moms
4)caregiver in African orphanage for AIDS orphan, after my kids are a little older
5)Any job in which I deal first hand with pain, and then CONQUER it.

Erynn

tonite

I doubt you know me. I go but don't talk to anybody. Well, one night I had quite a buzz and talked to some girl about Mr Clean magic erasers, and I've talked to Brad who dresses like meatloaf. I had my foot in a boot bc I broke it, but not any more. If anyone wants to come see it, you can prob stay ...

Giving my partner full-body orgasms makes me happy, seeing her writhe in ecstasy just from the touch of my fingers on her neck. Giving her multiple orgasms makes me happy. I haven't been happy in far too long. Maybe I need a partner again. 5 seconds? 5 seconds? poor thing... Well, if THAT's what it...

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Erynn

Vachey--
cool. I think i often come across as hostile when I am not trying to. I think it is my unconscious reaction to having to watch Care Bears and Barney videos from about 6:30 am-9 pm. When the kids go to bed and the TV finally goes off, out come my horns!
--Erynn

Thanks everyone for the constructive posts. You guys have given me a lot to think about and I love that. I am not nearly as worried as I was when I posted this. I think part of it may have been related to not having seen her dad for awhile (she's a daddy's girl and all of a sudden we didn;t hear fro...

I mummified a few animals for a hobby whenI was in 5th and 6th grade. My favorite were birds bc of the feathers. I built a pyramid out of bricks in my backyard and it was a really cool project, but when my dad finally checked it out he freaked and got rid of them, and wouldn;t let me study Egypt for...

Just bc people are all stupid, doesn;t mean you can't learn from them to further your personal development. I know that most (at least 98%) people are less intelligent than I, and so I blow them off as having nothing to teach me, and this is what makes me stupid.

Erynn

Sick. Even if it doesn't end in death, you always end up with some warped individuals, children and adults. I know the most intelligent girl, but she is afraid to do anything to stick up for herself, she won't even tell her OB's nurse that her baby is not for sale when the nurse offered to buy it wh...

It's been my observation that souls who have spent very little time disincarnate often express themselves with profound behavior traits early on in the new embodiment. From that narrow perspective, the supposition might be that your daughter's most recent past life ended recently and either her for...

CHSgothbabe09 wrote:

iblis wrote:
She's a witch! Burn her!

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dude are u serious!!!! thats just wrong!!!!

Thanks.

What's with the screen name? If you don't want to be mistakingly associated, why are you trusting us with the welfare of your children? Maybe you should ask Dr. Phil instead. It's not at all that I don't want to be associated, and I am not trusting you with the welfare of my children. i just figure...

Well, I used to cut a bit to cope, no one knows this and as i grew up I learned other (unhealthy) ways to cope with pain. I've tried just about every drug that's out there, I've been an alcoholic/addict for abot 10 years, I've tried church, I've tried exercise, I've tried screwing every guy I could ...

I've actually considered buying her some Morrisey and some Cure at the used CD store, I want to be a supportive mom, but then I had these visions of the Morrisey fans I have known, and with an uncontrollable shudder put the CDs back on the shelf!

It's all about self-control and knowing your limits. Some people do, and others don't. So what? Well said. That was the point I wsa trying to get to, that some people just don't know what they can handle, and you shouldn't rag on them for that. Could you follow me around all day and condense my ram...

X--Thanks for explaining the male tho't process. I have given up trying to understand it myself.

Maybe if you keep getting blamed for stuff bc you are merely there, you could get some sort of sidekick to follow you around and thereofre share the blame. The lower his self-esteem the better.

Buttercup wrote:Well, like one of my ex's said to me, "you didn't choose goth, goth chose you".

At 2 1/2 ? That's what worries me.

Shoot, I messed up the quote box. I just wanted it clear that I am not the one who said that cutting is "stupid."

Thanks, Erynn

No cutting yourself is stupid. Other then the fact that the scarring that it causes is one of the most unattractive thing one can cause the body there is the risk of permanant tussue and muscle damage, serious infection including staph, loss of blood and possibly death. Drinking and smoking may be a...